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THE MOOD SWINGS OF LIFE   Leave a comment

The mood swings of life and poetry in me

where words show my feeling and my misery


where I should be happy each day

life affects me in different ways

I dont see it in colour you see

my autism makes appear black and white to me




if its not how I want it to be each day

it causes chaos and stress to me in many different ways




when I ask people to comunicate things in simple abc

they give me technical jargon which doesnt go into me


which cause me to spiral down along the way as i get confused and stress

and mood begins to play


rhyming and poetry is clear to me no full stops or commas or those strange apostrophes


living with autism and mood swings along the way

keep it black and white and simple to me


I will get on with life then in peace and tranquility





THE AUTISM IN ME   2 comments

Is it just me I know not why

I Visualise things differently to others in life



I where certain colour,s that suit just me

anything else I react diferently



my reading of words changes as I look and stare

my brains interpretation not quite there



my grammar and punctuation impossible to read

sentances and comma,s full stops very rarely seen


adding up taking away to maths what that just bunch of figures will do

it makes no sense to people like me


I just cant face the learning and all the reality

give  me a form to fill out to and my mood spirals negatively down

as chaos rules the room


how ever many times people try to help me

they cant get through the barrier of the wall

that stops them getting through to me


this is my autism and how it affects me

try looking at your self and your daily routines

and you may something similar in you

its not just me.


A rainbow of thoughts in red  white and blue

as Paris mourns its loss we share your grief too



not matter how bad life gets each day

we are thinking of your loss and stand by you each day


this battle has only just started and we are united with you

viva la France well fight this evil to.



The fires of passion from depths below

the hidden desire of seeds once sewn

the passion of beauty of love each day

the nights of passion lust and play

the spark ignites the desires within

the heart responds with orgasms within

the body writhes and moves

like a snake at play

wriggling squirning

rolling away

while sparks ignite

in a deep dark play

of passion and love

poetry all day

of lust and passion

orgasmic display

of heightened tension

and desires within

of orgasmic shudders and climaxing.

THE BEAUTY OF LIGHT   Leave a comment

The beauty of light from far away

the heavens glory the mighty at play

the kingdoms of beings we cant see

the many gods of eternity

the mighty heavens and there mystical beauty

creature of kinds we havent yet seen

are we alone on earth just you and me

I think not they are with us just we cant see

I WISH I WAS A POET   Leave a comment

I wish i was a poet and could write in harmony

like a breath of fresh air

I could sail on the breeze

dance through the stars

visit galaxys

do a moonlit walk

along the beach

through the mists until the dawn of day

dance at dawn while the birds sing and pray

then snuggle up close

and let loves words play

as sun sets each beautiful day


I am but leaf falling of a tree

hoping someone in life

will catch and hold me

so,s not to get blown away

on the gentle breeze

but to give me a chance in life

if you please

listen ,look at me

hold me but please

I am only human faulty if you please

imperfect at birth

a human bieng  you see


If I had second life what would I be

where would I go what would I see

how different would life be

what changes to me

what would our lord God say

after he judged me

and how would the world accept me

would life be kind and show me the way

would I be funny and smile each day

or would I be sad and very lonely

a distant thought

or a sweet memory

if I had second life what would I be

THE LORD IS MY MAKER   Leave a comment

The lord is my maker

life he gave me

our spiritual leader

so heavenly

a moment in time

a beautiful dream

a historical masterpiece

of pure beauty

sat in heavens watching over me

my lord is my saviour

my god almighty


Bring me a smile to brighten my day

open your heart and listen today

stop for a second and feel the breeze

hear the leaves rustle in the trees

watch the birds fly up high

take a look at our beautiful sky

sit and ponder through the day

let your thoughts have there say

try and relax this beautiful day

Posted 20/06/2015 by 4valentines4words4poetry4you in Uncategorized

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