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LIFE ISNT ALL BLACK AND WHITE   Leave a comment


Life isnt all black white to me being autistic my brains wired up differently

I want to learn and see each day and achieve things along the way

but everything isnt so clear to me

and people dont always understand me

i go off at tangent in what i say as conversation is different for me in everyway

I try to listen to what people tell me but i interpret it very differently

life isnt all black white to me the world is in colours which are different to me.

 

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THE AUTISM IN ME   2 comments


Is it just me I know not why

I Visualise things differently to others in life

 

 

I where certain colour,s that suit just me

anything else I react diferently

 

 

my reading of words changes as I look and stare

my brains interpretation not quite there

 

 

my grammar and punctuation impossible to read

sentances and comma,s full stops very rarely seen

 

adding up taking away to maths what that just bunch of figures will do

it makes no sense to people like me

 

I just cant face the learning and all the reality

give  me a form to fill out to and my mood spirals negatively down

as chaos rules the room

 

how ever many times people try to help me

they cant get through the barrier of the wall

that stops them getting through to me

 

this is my autism and how it affects me

try looking at your self and your daily routines

and you may something similar in you

its not just me.

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS   Leave a comment


sleepless nights and suffering lots of pain

five months after a fall still in pain

—-

now my arms go numb each night and in the day

how much more am I supposed to take

another operation on the way

—–

a band around the vistualla

more fun and games for me

my life line is working to well you see

—–

which is taking the blood away

so my fingers and arm go to sleep each day

and ache all night so painfully

and really drives me mad you see

so now a band has to go in to get the blood flowing properly

—–

after a year of illness and fiinding cancer in both kidneys

losing them

and now being a dialysis patience remarkably

——

had a neckline they took it away

after making a vistuala in me

—–

oh yes more surgery

to open it fix a band around it in me

they say it will get circulation back to normality

hope so as its disturbing me

—–

along with blood pressure dropping each day

its no wonder I am old bald and grey

nothing simple comes my way

but I still manage to write each day

——

it hasnt stopped the flow of poetry

still writing as you see

here another with some truth about me

——-

I am very lucky to still be alive you see

may lord be with all those that saved me

from death through cancer that was in me

and touching the liver

very dodgey

—–

there were no real symptons in me

five years it was there so silently

growing growing inside of me .

——-

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