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SLEEPLESS NIGHTS   Leave a comment

sleepless nights and suffering lots of pain

five months after a fall still in pain


now my arms go numb each night and in the day

how much more am I supposed to take

another operation on the way


a band around the vistualla

more fun and games for me

my life line is working to well you see


which is taking the blood away

so my fingers and arm go to sleep each day

and ache all night so painfully

and really drives me mad you see

so now a band has to go in to get the blood flowing properly


after a year of illness and fiinding cancer in both kidneys

losing them

and now being a dialysis patience remarkably


had a neckline they took it away

after making a vistuala in me


oh yes more surgery

to open it fix a band around it in me

they say it will get circulation back to normality

hope so as its disturbing me


along with blood pressure dropping each day

its no wonder I am old bald and grey

nothing simple comes my way

but I still manage to write each day


it hasnt stopped the flow of poetry

still writing as you see

here another with some truth about me


I am very lucky to still be alive you see

may lord be with all those that saved me

from death through cancer that was in me

and touching the liver

very dodgey


there were no real symptons in me

five years it was there so silently

growing growing inside of me .



The time is coming the time and day

to sing from heart and show them all once again

that not only can I write but I can also sing too

my audition is coming for xfactor soon


when it comes and on that day

this time I am going to hit the notes

in a special way

this is my second chance

and this time to


I feel this years special

and I am really in tune

 in tune with my heart my feeling s my soul


its been a long time time coming

and a long journey too

but my heart is going to sing

from deep within


this time ive got to battle

and show them the way

ive fought through the last ten months

and bounced back again


after the cancer struck

and took my kidneys away

I am now back and fighting once again

fighting for a chance fighting to put on a display

with a great old song

on my audtion day


february will be here soon

bring on that audition

I will be ready soon


to all my blogging followers and friends

please pray for me

and give me that hope to

its been a tough ten months

but to get through this and hopefully get to live auditions too


ive got to get through first and second on same day

its got to be good be special

and sung in beautiful way


if i get through the first

the second will be a dream

then its in hands of the executive producers

to make a final judgement on me.

Shawn L. Bird

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