when the love you had gets up and deserts you   2 comments


I woke up and hit rock bottom again today

crying and crying and crying again

the rivers flowed thinking of you

my wife who left me a few days ago too

 

sun is gone and darkness has set in

iam not sure where life is going

feelings and thoughts are going astray

leading me down spiralling away

is there a end to this depression today

 

its been almost a week and iam not pulling through

spiralling down because of the hurt from losing you

 

I pray to the lord and ask him to help me

but each morning i get up again and fall into depths of sea

i just ask for for some help to try and lift me out of this quagmire

as i face reality that i know longer have a wife who used to love me

 

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  1. Sorry you are going through this. The poetry you left on my blog was fine.

    • you have a very good blog and deserve a lot of praise for what you have achieved thanks for your nice comment please keep up all the good work you are doing.yes to have a marriage end with out any warning was like a bolt of lightening hitting me but despite all my love for my wife ive shown know anger or bad thoughts ive bounced back with quick councilling and have to start all over again .its just so strange never known or heard of a marriage or relationship end with out any warning signs no arguments no thing just didnt come home one night appeared next day with a family memeber told me it was as good as over phone a friend of mine issued a whole load of compromises she wanted said she wanted to get back together and sort things out didnt turn up then states she loves and wants to be friends but cant live with me i got home from hearing all compromises from my friend to find a note saying its ended before i had chance and havent had a chance to try and sort anything out .so hard and terrieble as its been iam now back fighting to get life upwards and onwards like us service men say and battle on so put myself out to find new friends aand go forward .

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