Happiness which melted and faded away   8 comments


End of tiring night the start of a new daylife isnt what it seems something strange happened the other day

one moment life is happy and everything around seems so clear

the next its mystery with anguish upset and tears   

the lady i love  has drifted away iam not sure how i feel about this today

 

the schock that we had problems unknown to me

came out in conversation so briefly and then she went on her way

i had no warning no signs no arguments no tears

 

life had seemed very normal until this day

doesnt life work in most very strange and funny ways

i know sit and ponder and think each day

why didnt she speak before and ask me for help

if she felt this way

 

depression is awful and can eat away but to tell others before the person you love

and slowly with drawl and fade away no warning no message

what can i say

 

a quick and awful visit the very next day

how could i have helped if i had known 

you had been ill and suffering all these days

 

the last thing i would have ever wanted is you to upset depressed and full of tears

life is worth living isnt it have i really been so awfull over the years

 

remember my song on our wedding day that i wrote for you

with feelings about our special day think of that beautiful memory

maybe it will help you through each day as i sit and hope and pray

that you will come home and love me again

i am sorry but i cant take or accept all the blame

for this when you  have had depression for a great many years

maybe something has changed in you only some one qualifed and proffesion

can answer this for you and get you feeling better again very soonImage

 

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8 responses to “Happiness which melted and faded away

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  1. OMG!! I am so, so sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve been gone so long and just caught this post in an e-mail. My heart goes out to you my friend!! I pray the angels will comfort you in your sorrow, love Terri

    • i let you down theresa i asked karen to help me get those wedding photos to you and i apologise for this .she didnt come home tuesday evening before i left for work i wasnt aware we had any major problems i thought we were happy together a friend this week has tried to help save my marriage but i found a letter when i got back last night its over after 9 months iam so devestated yet apparently she still loves but shes not coming back and yet wants to be friends at present i feel i cant fight through life anymore been through to much and this is final knock down for me cant take any more i loved karen more than anyone ever in my life i felt earlier this evening that i couldnt carryon anymore how ive lifted myself up from it i dont know.ive never forgot you theresa i havent written in almost a year on my blogs thanks for your support dear friend i will always love your words and poetry and your lovely replies

  2. Kevin, I am so very heartsick for you!!! I know that Karen is to you what Mark is to me. I couldn’t imagine anything like that happening with us and how crushed I would be if it did. Please, please don’t do anything to harm yourself. I haven’t been on here very much because I have opened a store on Etsy and been extremely busy with that and all of the crisis going on in my little family. It has been a terrible time since before Thanksgiving last year and I’m praying that summer will bring some good things our way. I will add you in those prayers as well. And, please, don’t think another thing about the pictures! I completely understand how it is when things are so hectic. It was the thought that counted. Try to keep your head up, although I know how difficult it must be right now. Ask God to help you, after all, He is the “lifter of our heads”. many hugs and much love, Terri

    • Hello Theresive had one councilling session and gone back to work know pulled myself through i believe now god has something or someone better for me and iam moving soon hopefully ive lost all feeling for her since she did what she did and iam starting a fresh i think someone else will come along soon and be friends iam certain of it and then we will see what happens i appreciated your kind words and prayers i have prayed a lot myself but onwards and upwards now she is slowly being put behind me and iam moving forward very fast sorry to say her loss will be someone elses lovely gain .I wont let another lady do this to me in this way

  3. I wish!! I’ve been so tied up with trying to get our Etsy shop up and going, along with all of the major upheaval in our little world lately. I did not accomplish much in the way of pursuing publication yet but I have not given up on it, just put it aside for now. Sometime with you get time, check out our shop at:https://www.etsy.com/shop/Stallery The name stands for Sara and Terri’s gallery – Stallery. Glad to hear that you are moving to a new place, good to get a fresh start. blessings, Terri

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